February 04, 2010

I am annoyed.

No, mad is the right term. With all the disappointments that you are putting me into, how could you expect so much from me?

I've been here for a long time. In the beginning where the only thing acceptable is to hold tight, you tried to blow me away. What did you call it? A test? But hell, I passed with flying colors. So off you go to another brilliant scheme of yours. I almost wave the white flag when you denied me of what I want.

You've seen me cry. Not just once, but every time you come too close to insult me.

Remember, you made me feel useless. You put a line to my path. No, I couldn't step out of it until you say so. You mocked me with your words.

For all the people in the world to see, you put me far behind everything that matters to you. I am your last priority.

In few weeks to come, you are bound to disappoint. I sincerely wish not.

I know it has been painful. You made me angry to the point of considering to leave you. You made me secretly wish to bang your head in the wall. But hey, I have learned so much from you. You mold me into the person that I am right now. You made me stronger. You taught me to stand up every time you put me to the ground. You armed me with the basics, and pushed me to work harder. Still, I owe too much from you.

March, please do not disappoint.

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